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Monday, 17 June 2013

  • June 16th, 2013

    " A few years ago, my Daddy went through a divorce. She hurt my dad very, very badly and I've never seen my dad so depressed in my life.  I cried often thinking how miserable he was inside and how their was nothing I can do to fix it, besides continue to love him.  "

Sunday, 16 June 2013

  • I volunteered at a senior/nursing home today. It was devastating to see all these seniors abandoned by their families and rotting until they die in this place. I only saw one family visiting in the time I was there. One. I mean I know there are always certain circumstances where maybe you can't afford all the healthcare or maybe they're just better off there, but it was heart wrenching to see grandmothers and grandfathers too old to speak, too old to hold their crackers, too old to even stay awake. 

    Another woman was sitting in the hallway alone so I smiled and gave her plate of crackers. She smiled back at me and in her broken English said "Beautiful girl, smile." I hugged her. She reminded me of my grandma. She was exactly like her, always happy to see people, always happy to receive anything from anyone. I wanted to cry because who could leave someone so cute in a home?

    I thought of my grandmother and what would happen when she becomes this old. If my mother ever tried to put her in one of these homes. No. I will never let it happen. Even when my parents get old, I will never put them in these homes. Even if they weren't the greatest parents. Maybe it's because family is a big deal to me, that this irks me so much. But how can you live knowing someone who shares your blood is sitting in this home. I heard a woman asking the nurse where her daughter was. The nurse kept telling her that her daughter wasn't coming and the woman couldn't understand why. She kept on asking and asking. I wonder how longs she's been waiting. 

    And so, from this Father's Day and for every single one that follows, I vow I will never ever abandon my dad in a place like that. 
  • It's toxic
    The way our bodies collide
    Me crying,you drying
    My tears

    But despite the chaos
    There's something
    Everything inside you
    That calms the storm
    And brings me peace.

     

Tuesday, 11 June 2013

  • June 11, 2013

    Oh my sweet darling
    You sure have a way
    I tell you I'm leaving
    But yet, here I stay

    Adoring, protective, and sweet
    My love is yours to keep
    Your touch is electric
    Boy, I've fallen deep

    If I close my eyes
    All I see is you
    The way your lips move
    When you say "I love you."

    Every love song I hear
    Sings the lyrics in my heart
    Every day feels as though
    We've been in love from the start

    No you're not the beginning
    The middle, or the end of me
    No, you'll always be mine
    Baby, you are eternity

Sunday, 09 June 2013

  • June 9th, 2013

    Dear lord, when I get to heaven
    Please let me bring my man
    When he comes tell me that you'll let him
    Father tell me if you can
    All that grace, all that body
    All that face, makes me wanna party
    He's my sun, he makes me shine like diamonds

    Will you still love me
    When I'm no longer young and beautiful?
    Will you still love me
    When I've got nothing but my aching soul?
    I know you will, I know you will
    I know that you will
    Will you still love me when I'm no longer beautiful?

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Monday, 17 June 2013

  • June 16th, 2013

    " A few years ago, my Daddy went through a divorce. She hurt my dad very, very badly and I've never seen my dad so depressed in my life.  I cried often thinking how miserable he was inside and how their was nothing I can do to fix it, besides continue to love him.  "

Sunday, 16 June 2013

  • I volunteered at a senior/nursing home today. It was devastating to see all these seniors abandoned by their families and rotting until they die in this place. I only saw one family visiting in the time I was there. One. I mean I know there are always certain circumstances where maybe you can't afford all the healthcare or maybe they're just better off there, but it was heart wrenching to see grandmothers and grandfathers too old to speak, too old to hold their crackers, too old to even stay awake. 

    Another woman was sitting in the hallway alone so I smiled and gave her plate of crackers. She smiled back at me and in her broken English said "Beautiful girl, smile." I hugged her. She reminded me of my grandma. She was exactly like her, always happy to see people, always happy to receive anything from anyone. I wanted to cry because who could leave someone so cute in a home?

    I thought of my grandmother and what would happen when she becomes this old. If my mother ever tried to put her in one of these homes. No. I will never let it happen. Even when my parents get old, I will never put them in these homes. Even if they weren't the greatest parents. Maybe it's because family is a big deal to me, that this irks me so much. But how can you live knowing someone who shares your blood is sitting in this home. I heard a woman asking the nurse where her daughter was. The nurse kept telling her that her daughter wasn't coming and the woman couldn't understand why. She kept on asking and asking. I wonder how longs she's been waiting. 

    And so, from this Father's Day and for every single one that follows, I vow I will never ever abandon my dad in a place like that. 
  • It's toxic
    The way our bodies collide
    Me crying,you drying
    My tears

    But despite the chaos
    There's something
    Everything inside you
    That calms the storm
    And brings me peace.

     

Tuesday, 11 June 2013

  • June 11, 2013

    Oh my sweet darling
    You sure have a way
    I tell you I'm leaving
    But yet, here I stay

    Adoring, protective, and sweet
    My love is yours to keep
    Your touch is electric
    Boy, I've fallen deep

    If I close my eyes
    All I see is you
    The way your lips move
    When you say "I love you."

    Every love song I hear
    Sings the lyrics in my heart
    Every day feels as though
    We've been in love from the start

    No you're not the beginning
    The middle, or the end of me
    No, you'll always be mine
    Baby, you are eternity

Sunday, 09 June 2013

  • June 9th, 2013

    Dear lord, when I get to heaven
    Please let me bring my man
    When he comes tell me that you'll let him
    Father tell me if you can
    All that grace, all that body
    All that face, makes me wanna party
    He's my sun, he makes me shine like diamonds

    Will you still love me
    When I'm no longer young and beautiful?
    Will you still love me
    When I've got nothing but my aching soul?
    I know you will, I know you will
    I know that you will
    Will you still love me when I'm no longer beautiful?

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